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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

its the weekends again! and very soon it will be monday again. nowadays everytime i have time to myself eg. now. i will feel very disorientated cause there are just so much stuff i have to do. but many of these stuff i dont exactly enjoy doing. and i'll like procastinate and when monday comes i'll panic. i'm writing stuff in my organiser now to serve as reminders, and i find myself often referring to it for stuff which i would have remembered before. maybe my memory's getting poorer as i grow older. but hey, im 19. not exactly young but not that old either. maybe my real age is like 30 or 40+ smth already.

i realised maybe i shld change what i always like to say from "I love weekends" to "I love Fridays!". only during fridays i feel less stressed up cause there's a weekend waiting for you to plan your stuff properly, catch up on stuff and basically emerge a more organised person when the new week arrives. well, there are one thousand and one things i would like to do every single weekend but when i actually get down to doing them it would be like sunday night already. i hate the feeling of panicking, and the feeling of knowing something's just slipped past your mind, something which you know you very well have to remember cause its bloody important. i hate it i hate it. ahh, life really sucks

ystd (which was a friday, thus a good day) i went to watch time traveller's wife with my jasmine weijie wende zihong at westmall. it wasnt very fantastic but it was sweet and touching at the very least. the love they have for each other is so overwhelming and so powerful, though fiction, i admire the girl Clare for the kind of noble love she has for Henry such that she is willing to bear through all the uncertainty and stress that comes with loving him. i only read like less than half of the book, and that was like 2 yrs ago or smth so i didnt know the ending. which was sad. but poignant in a way. like, ahhh sighhhhh. was crying towards the end of the show already haha i feel like i should cry more often cause its kind of therapeutic. (: today (which is a sat) im going to stay home and hopefully get rid of distractions in my head and really try to do some serious work. one week left to recess week! tmr's zz farewell and i'm gonna spend the whole day out.

this morning before tuition i was reading the news and there was some column on life in cambodia. now, i REALLY WOULD LIKE TO GO OVERSEAS. even for a weekend! or a cruise! somewhere like cambodia where life is not as busy and not as rushed as right here in sg so i can feel like im actually catching up with my life instead of forever trying to but failing. but think thats kinda impossible, so somewhere near such as jb might perhaps be the next best alternative. just as a little getaway to clear my head and let me focus on whats important in my life. which is kind of screwed up at this very moment. i want to go go go go go but i have to stay right here to study right now. maybe after CA1 i would like to go to malaysia for a weekend. somewhere unfamiliar to get the sense of excitement and urgency back into me who's frigging nua now like some piece of thing.